Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Origin of the formation of cults

It is in monkeys nature to eat bananas. And thus it is only natural to eat them. Imagine a group of monkeys that are beaten up whenever they try to eat bananas. The monkeys will learn and adapt that bananas are "forbidden" then they will realize that eating bananas are punished. And when one day a new monkey could come with a different perspective and wants to eat bananas among the old monkeys, the monkeys will enforce the traditions of not eating the bananas and a struggle between the new tradition and the old tradition will conclude the prevailing tradition out of the conflict.

But who would beat the monkeys and enforce this illogical punishment? Is it God? Is it mankind? Is it the ever changing laws of nature? Regardless of whom, the punishment is bare of any values or beliefs at first. It exists only because of manipulation and the intervention of a higher power (e.g. a wise man, or a dictator, or a holy entity).

Before religion, before traditions and values, there were only norms and abnormalities. Tolerance was not an issue, there was no homophobia nor discrimination against females. Most of the animal society depended on heterosexual activities to survive but homosexuality was tolerated and ignored due to the absence of punishment (i.e. no banana beatings).

Then came the idea of a higher power that kills whoever it wants and spare whoever it wants. The violence of nature and the harsh standard of living in the prehistoric ages made humankind susceptible to following the rules set by nature and to believe in some higher power that would try to justify the "punishments" or natural disasters that are caused in certain times of the year.

Man became under the mercy of the mood of nature and the mood of the higher powers that must have been either a manifestation of nature elements or the controllers of these nature elements in more religion mature societies.

Thus mankind began enforcing laws to avoid the wrath of the gods/nature. Some culture decided to respect nature or to unite with nature, others decided to beg for nature's mercy, others decided that the best way is to present tributes to nature to change the nature's mood and to live peacefully under the nature's mercy.

And when a punishment and the primitive cult behavior began to take its initial form, traditions were born amidst a need to live by a code; a religious code where a man can live free of punishments and becomes safer under the protection of Nature. And from traditions and developed religious thoughts originate the human values; enforcing the concepts of cheating, loyalty, deceit, bravery, ownership, marriage instead of mating, etc. And when values were enforced they began interacting with traditions, with each other, and with Man's understanding of the universe and how he should live his life.

As the centuries went by, Monkeys began to diversify into different cults. Some cults believed that eating bananas and getting beaten is how a monkey should live, other monkeys has considered beating as a test, others considered the bananas as a very harmful cuisine for monkeys and they stopped eating bananas altogether enforcing a value of self-discipline and a harmony with nature, and the list goes on of the cults beliefs, traditions and the values originated from them.

Some religions were beaten by new and more satisfying explanation of life or a new and enhanced set of traditions and beliefs. Other religions changed to accommodate to the ongoing changes in mankind living standards and nature. 

And the monkeys struggle to understand how to peacefully eat a banana continues.

Monday, April 16, 2018

رثاء أنفسنا


مال هذى الأرض نعمرها فلا تعمر
حاولنا أن نُزهر والارض تفنينا
ونرضى بالأقدار عن مصابنا
قد مات أحمدنا والكل يرثينا
وفنى توفيقنا فى داره الأخرى
لكنه فى القلب خالداً فينا
قد عشت فى وجداننا حياً
واليوم تعيش أبد الدهر ناسينا
جهل من يجهلك يا قلب أمتنا
وما فائدة مُقلاتنا ولا أدب فينا
مسكينة تلك الكتب بلا كاتب
مسكينة تلك الحياة بلا عرّابها
مساكين نحن بلا من كان هادينا
كلا لم تمت ولم تفنى
رثاؤك لا يكفى ولن يكفى
وكيف نرثيك والحال يرثينا؟
وإن سُألنا أين أختفى الشباب
- عن أعراس أمتنا - فقُلنا
قد ماتوا فى قبرك يوم تعازينا
الموت يأتى للجميع لكنه
فى مصر يأتى دوماً لراعينا

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

The last time I write about you

Hi Dear,

If you are wondering if I still write about you; that will be the last time I ever do.
You have changed a lot in the past few years; gained a lot of weight and your looks changed a lot from the little cute girl I’ve known.

I know I've broken my promise to never leave you. But at least, I still keep some promises to you. Among the promises I keep is to always have a place for you in my heart. I have piled up everything that belongs to you in one tiny room inside me; All the memories, All the suffering, all the sadness and pain and abuse. and inside the tiny room there is still a red rose inside a small box that is covered with sand like a deserted house; I never touch it nor enter this room anymore.
I wanted you to know that this place in my heart though it's for you, you would never find a way back to live in it even if you tried and I know you will never try.

I wanted to say that blaming myself didn't help; blaming you didn't help; blaming humanity and blaming god didn't help either. I wanted to say that this tiny room will always tear my heart apart and shatter my soul with every memory leaking out of it.

I want you to know that I've forgiven you even before any apologies. I have always forgiven you even when I say I didn’t. And that though all the pain you still cause me, I wish you happiness and the love you deserve, and I wish you could find peace in your new home.

Before you get full of yourself, I am not stalking you. I knew about your relationship by coincidence just today. I was surprised that you were loved even though you are a narrow minded and an unbearable person (no offense intended). I want you to be sure that I have given you up a long time ago.

I have found plenty of homes in the past few years and I chose a beautiful haven for me. A girl that I love so dearly. A girl that accepts me as I am and knows how much I care about the people I love.

I kept another promise; I talked to her about you and she hates everything about our story, no one would blame her anyway and no one would blame her for hating you.

I want you to know that she is everything I love about this world and I am proposing soon; So wish me luck dear.

I wish both of us the happiness and the life we have wished to have. I wish that our paths may never cross again and that we'd find the closure we deserve to forget as we forgave.

May this be the last time I cry because of you.
I forgive you and I hope you find the kindness in you to forgive me as well.

Goodbye and Good luck .. My wise friend.

Sincerely,