Friday, May 22, 2015

مجلسنا الصامت

سلامٌ على أرواحنا المعذبة
أرواحنا الهائمة فى الألم
أرواحنا التائهة بلا رجعة
عن اليقين و عن الحقيقة

سلامٌ على نيران البرد
و على حزننا الفَرِح
و حبنا المكسور

سلامٌ على رب لم نلقاه
و قلباً لم نرعاه
و روحاً لم نُحييها
و زمناً لم نعشه

سلامٌ على مرورٍ لن يأتى
و خسارةٍ بلا بديل
و عين نفدت دموعها
و صلاة فقدت خشوعها

سلامٌ على أحلامنا الناعمة
سلامٌ على واقعنا العلقم
سلامٌ على حرب مرت بنا
و جرح لا يُشفى

سلامٌ على سواد الكون
على سراديب القدر
سلامٌ على نار تكوينا
و على نفس تغوينا


Sunday, May 17, 2015

The painful curse of Entropy

Have you ever heard about Entropy?

The randomness that makes fluids mix easily. And the urge of finding stability through losing excess energy and exerting effort to reach peace.
That is why bodies fall from the sky; to be stable on the ground and that is why we – humans – fall. All for the sake of peace, equilibrium, and balance.

Sometimes, there is no bottom to our fall. Sometimes equilibrium goes on indefinitely and we don't break our necks on the ground floor and that of course increases the entropy of our fall. Increases the randomness of our choices and decisions and makes us lose energy, money and very possibly people to reach this desired balance.

We begin with the outer most energy/electrons/people shell. Where people get lost easily and sometimes we fill them again with other electrons. Then we lose more people from the intermediate shell until we reach the first shell.

However, some isotopes that tend to break, have high energy released, the energy of last moment of death. Because after releasing this energy the molecules break and become something else. A deformity if I dare to say. And if they have enough high energy, the release may turn out to be a nuclear explosion. This is all for the sake of stability.

Why would you endlessly fall, endlessly explode, or endlessly lose?
Why?

Of course because you have energy. You won't stop until you reach the absolute zero because the problem with equilibrium is that you won't be able to keep it unchanged unless you have nothing and take nothing.

As the universe is designed this way, the reason behind being in absolute loss and consequently absolute agony is due to your endless struggle to be in absolute peace.

And that is why my friend whenever you lose to gain balance you only lose yourself and you only feel more pain. This is the curse of Entropy and search for peace and happiness. This is how you lose stability and balance in the process of seeking stability and balance. And this is the law that God placed upon the universe we live in. You ask me what am I going to do about it? Nothing, and I hope you do the same too.